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200 Words to Help You Talk about Sexuality & Gender, Kate Sloan
$12.99A concise, approachable reference guide that explains 200 essential terms related to sexuality and gender, helping readers confidently navigate modern conversations with clarity, respect, and understanding.
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A Treatise on the Crime of Onan (eBook), M. Tissot
A controversial eighteenth-century medical treatise by physician Samuel-Auguste Tissot examining the supposed health effects of masturbation and sexual excess. Once highly influential, the book now stands as a revealing historical document about medicine, morality, and sexuality in the Enlightenment era.
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Blueprints by Crystal Jeans
$19.99A fierce and deeply honest essay collection exploring addiction, mental health, sexuality, feminism, motherhood, and identity. Crystal Jeans’ Blueprints combines raw personal reflection with sharp cultural insight in a powerful examination of survival and selfhood.
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Burn the Place: A Memoir, Iliana Regan
Original price was: $17.00.$8.50Current price is: $8.50.A National Book Award–nominated memoir of food, addiction, queerness, and self-discovery, Burn the Place traces Iliana Regan’s journey from foraging on a Midwestern farm to Michelin-starred success.
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Forgotten: A Beautiful Darkness, Adrianna Wilson
$13.99A powerful memoir of trauma, love, and healing—Forgotten: A Beautiful Darkness explores the tender, transformative bond between two women, one living with Dissociative Identity Disorder, the other learning to hold both darkness and light within love’s fragile embrace.
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From Sexless Marriage to Sex Goddess, Alisa Kriegel PhD
$17.99A witty, revealing memoir of midlife sexual awakening, From Sexless Marriage to Sex Goddess follows psychologist Alisa Kriegel as she rediscovers passion, pleasure, and self-worth after divorce—proving that desire doesn’t have an expiration date.
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Gender and Our Brains: How New Neuroscience Explodes the Myths of the Male and Female Minds, Gina Rippon
Original price was: $30.00.$14.99Current price is: $14.99.A revelatory neuroscience study that dismantles myths about “male” and “female” brains, showing how gendered expectations—not biology—shape our behavior and identity. Hardcover remainder copy at half the cover price; may contain a remainder mark.
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Hear’s The Thing: Lessons on Listening, Life & Love – Cody Alan
Original price was: $27.99.$12.99Current price is: $12.99.A reflective memoir about listening, coming out, and personal growth, Hear’s the Thing follows Cody Alan’s journey toward authenticity, empathy, and deeper connection.
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Hiding Out: A Memoir of Drugs, Deception, and Double Lives – Tina Alexis Allen
Original price was: $16.99.$8.50Current price is: $8.50.A fearless queer memoir about family, secrecy, faith, and double lives. Hiding Out by Tina Alexis Allen is a gripping story of self-discovery and the power of truth to set us free.
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How To Be Human, Shelby Stisser
$15.99How To Be Human — Shelby Stisser (Paperback)
A gentle, affirming guide for anyone who grew up feeling different or “wrong.” How To Be Human explores the journey toward authenticity, healing, and self-acceptance with warmth and clarity—reminding readers that there was never anything to fix in the first place.Perfect for fans of introspective, emotional, identity-centered nonfiction.
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I, Rob Graves: My Struggle with Childhood Trauma, Homosexuality, and Bipolar Disorder – Robert P. Graves
$18.99A candid and moving memoir of one man’s journey through trauma, addiction, and bipolar disorder toward forgiveness, healing, and self-acceptance as a gay man during the AIDS era. Paperback
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It’s Totally Normal!: An LGBTQIA+ Guide to Puberty, Sex, and Gender – Monica Gupta Mehta & Asha Lily Mehta
$20.95An inclusive, award-winning LGBTQIA+ guide to puberty, sex, and gender—honest, affirming, and written for teens.
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Listening to Ecstasy: The Transformative Power of MDMA, Charles Wininger
$18.99A personal memoir and harm-reduction guide exploring MDMA as a tool for connection, healing, and emotional renewal in adult life.
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Little Ruins: Rebuilding a Life by Manni Coe
$28.00A heartfelt and beautifully written memoir about rebuilding life, love, and family in rural Spain. In Little Ruins, Manni Coe chronicles the challenges and joys of restoring a crumbling farmstead while confronting old wounds and creating an unconventional home filled with compassion and resilience.
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Lust, Men and Meth: A Study Guide – David M. Fawcett PhD & Dallas Bragg
$19.95A compassionate paperback companion to Lust, Men and Meth, this study guide offers practical exercises, discussion prompts, and recovery tools for understanding and healing from chemsex and methamphetamine use.
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Lust, Men, and Meth: A Gay Man’s Guide to Sex and Recovery – David Michael Fawcett
$19.95A foundational guide to understanding and recovering from methamphetamine use among gay men, blending addiction science, sex therapy, and practical tools for healing and healthy intimacy.
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Nothing Wanting: Asexuality and the Matter of Absence, K. J. Cerankowski
$21.95A groundbreaking exploration of asexuality as creative possibility, Nothing Wanting examines silence, absence, and refusal as radical forms of meaning-making—advancing queer and asexual theory in bold new ways.
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Only Joy Bites, Shelley Hill
$24.99A gritty queer memoir about a fallen police officer, addiction, reinvention, and the raw pursuit of healing after everything comes undone.
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Queer Joy: A Mosaic of Self-Love, Community, and Resistance by Bethany Meier-Evans
$19.99An interactive guide to self-love, community, and liberation, Queer Joy helps readers move beyond survival and embrace joy as healing and resistance. Paperback, April 14, 2026. ISBN: 196665572X.
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SHIBARI GUIDE FOR BEGINNERS: Essential Rope Art Lessons for Building Confidence, Exploring Sensual Techniques, and Creating Beautiful Ties – Meng Zongrui
$18.99A beautifully illustrated beginner’s guide to the art of Shibari. Learn the history, philosophy, and safety fundamentals of Japanese rope tying, along with 21 step-by-step knots and ties designed to build confidence, connection, and sensual expression. Perfect for newcomers exploring Shibari as meditation, intimacy, or creative discipline.
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SHIBARI: Learn Rope Artistry with Simple Methods, Protective Guidelines, and Inspiring Tie Styles for First-Time Learners, Cheng Yunhao
$15.99A clear, beginner-friendly introduction to the Japanese art of Shibari. Includes step-by-step instructions, helpful visuals, rope fundamentals, knot techniques, and vital safety guidance. Ideal for new learners interested in Shibari as an artistic, intentional, and trust-based practice.
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Stillness and Survival: A Life Between Trauma, Glitter, and the Echo of My Own Voice, Jacob Anthony Rose
$15.99A deeply personal queer memoir about trauma, performance, and reclaiming one’s voice, moving from silence and survival to expression, glitter, and hard-won healing.
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The Luck We Carry by Ron Stempkowski
$16.99A tender collection of essays on love, loss, and living after grief. A quiet, powerful reflection on carrying memory forward.
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The Only Way Out Is Through: Essays, Katie Jean Shinkle
$14.00A lyrical, deeply personal essay on queer heartbreak, memory, and survival—exploring how we carry love even after it’s gone.
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Youth And Sex: Dangers and Safeguards for Girls and Boys by Mary Scharlieb
$13.99A historical examination of adolescence, morality, gender, and social development by pioneering physician Mary Scharlieb. Youth And Sex offers insight into early twentieth-century attitudes toward sexuality, education, and the shaping of young lives.